I'm surrounded by people and I've never felt more alone.
I'm surrounded by 'freedom' and I've never felt more lost.
I'm surrounded by a billion good things and I just keep insisting to focus on the ones that I'm missing out in my life.
It's raining tonight and all I can think of, is how much I would love if you were hugging me right now close to you.
It's cloudy today and all I can do is, to look at my phone waiting for it to show a notification from you (funny, I thought I was passed that point).
You more than anyone know that, I haven't been feeling myself from a couple of weeks now.
You more than anyone know that, I have been focusing on trying to understand what I'm dealing with right now, without realising that I'm forgetting how to live throughout the uncertainty of life.
I want you to know that nowadays for me, things have never been more messy and tight at the same time.
You have been a very important piece on my puzzle of life, and I wanted to mention it once more in case you missed it the first time.
I really hope from the bottom of my heart that what you have told me is true and that you will not back down.
However, I want you to know that even if you do, don't worry about me that I shall be fine.
I just need to hear the truth all the time.
Please, don't ever hide anything from me like the last time.
You are a piece of light in this dark path.
Thank you for always being there by my side (i.e. for always picking up the phone no matter the day, time or situation you could be at).
Nobody will understand what we both have and I'm more than happy with that.
Can't wait to walk by your hand.
However, sorry in advance if there comes the time that it seems like I want something different in life (that will be if I'm too scared to love you more than what I do now).
To finalise with this random letter...
Yes, I'm surrounded by people and I've never felt more alone.
However, your presence in my life brings a tons $hit of vibrant, shiny colours to these lately grey and rainy skies.
P.S Don't take too long and please come soon.
Text by Letters in Quotes ®.
Photo by Joe Yates.