Letter #3: How can I explain it to you?

How do I explain you what I feel right now?

How do I explain that I have such a new feeling for you that I've never felt before?

How do I tell you that I love you without wanting to hug you to never let you go?

How do I explain that I need you in my life and that is why I do not stop sending you messages no matter how stupid they are?

How do I tell you, without begging you, that I would love to hear that you love me too?

How do I explain that I would love to tell you beautiful things in your ear?

How do I explain that it hurts to know that we are not true?

How do I explain the confusion I have for having this feeling so intense for you?

How do I explain how silly I feel about writing this when you don't even think about me?

How can I tell the world about us without being judged for meddling into your relationship?

How do I explain that I would love for you to be available but at the same time not, because I know that one of us will end up being hurt?

How can I explain to you that when I think about my future and imagine marrying someone, I visualise you standing at the altar being the happiest moment of my life?

How do I explain that I want my children to call you 'Dad'?

How do I explain that you are the only one I want?

How do I explain that everything I do is inspired by you?

How do I explain that I would love to be with you holding your hand

while laying in my room?

How do I explain that I scold myself for feeling this blue?

How do I explain to my heart that 'us' is not real?

How do I explain to my brain that you are not mine because you are already part of someone else's life?

How do I explain to my body that the hugs you gave me were simply friendly and nothing more?

How do I explain to my memory that all those times that we laughed together were just moments of fun?

How do I explain to my present self to stop visualising you walking into my future?

How do I explain to others what I feel about you without sounding obsessed for you?

How do I explain to others that this is true love?

How do I explain to myself that I can't be feeling this?

How do I explain to myself and how do I explain to you, that I really love you.

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