Updated: Jan 8, 2020
I miss you even though I know you're not the one for me.
I miss you even though I know that I am not the one for you.
I miss you even if you don't give me signs that you feel this way too.
I miss you even if we may always seem that we didn’t lose contact.
I miss you today more than ever because I want you to hold me forever.
I cannot wait for the day when I say: Goodbye my love, we are done.
I don't see the day when I can enjoy once again everything that ever surrounded us.
I don't see the time when I don't want to kiss you and hold you close anymore.
I cannot wait for the day when I don’t want to call you and tell you with my voice, all the things you are reading about us.
I would go with you to the end of the world if you asked me to.
However, I thank you very much for the fact that you never truly asked.
Our personal plans are completely different.
That is why I want this helplessness of not being able to have you, to vanish forever.
Someday I will fall in love again with somebody else.
I hope that day, you won't look for me anymore.
Today, I want you without measure.
However, I am tired of playing the role of your unconditional friend.
I know that I gave you the freedom to be with someone else while I was gone.
However, the sadness I feel when I see you in her arms is so big
that I withdraw what I said before.
If your heart belongs to me, I ask you to please let me know.
If your heart has another owner, I ask you to please tell me so I can let go of you from this day on.
Please tell me, because if I hear it from anybody else, it will be like a slap to my face.
With your decisions, you push me to no longer want to tell you my things.
With your actions, you push me to think that I am in your life as one more on your list.
How can you say you want me to be with you? If you hide me from your closest friends including your nowadays girlfriend.
How do you want me to trust you? If you lied to me months ago.
Despite everything, the truth is that I'm still in love with you.
However, I don't see the day when I don't see you through this love anymore.
Text by Letters in Quotes®.
Photo by Christian Joudrey of the Golden Bridge, San Francisco.